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Journal Entry: Sun Apr 26, 2009, 11:25 AM





Current events in my twisted life

greetings to all~

*sighs* you may have notice that my deviations are no longer open to the public. In case you are wondering, this means that i will no longer be posting anything for any reason on this site. I am not going to sit here and bore you to death with whiney reasons and excuses. I am just tired of deviantart. I will say this, apparently it is only "ART" if you have some talent in manipulating a line on a piece of paper. anyways, i will still be here to read/view your materials, and you can still contact me here, i will just no longer be posting works/journals. For those of you who actually want to continue reading my work, note me and i will send you a link that will take you to where i will be posting for the public.


People I annoy daily and think you should too ;)


:iconrobert-pj: :iconass-soul: :iconarjetluna:
:iconmisssnowflake: :icondark-angel-defender: :iconfull-metal-reaper: :iconeverkitsune: :iconsunshineshowers:



Writer of the Week


:iconarjetluna: she is an amazing writer. check her out!


Picture of the week


- Lost by :iconfull-metal-reaper:- simply amazing



Things I am working on :D

1) sequel to "man on the moon"

2) "Don't"

3) chapter 5...(i know i know...im late ...*sheepish grin)

4) play your fiddle (not the actual title..this is a major w.i.p.)

5) a poem for a contest that a friend is putting together.

6) a request from :iconkamy-ska: for catching my 5000 pageview.




till next week :D
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: a nagging elf
  • Reading: the shit on the computer
  • Watching: nada
  • Playing: with ideas for writing
  • Eating: nun ya
  • Drinking: nun ya

Knock knock… housekeeping…

Journal Entry: Tue Jun 17, 2008, 5:34 PM





Current events in my twisted life

Who here knows that when you stay the night at a hotel, you’re supposed to tip the housekeeper? Okay. Now who out of the ones who knew that actually does so?



For those of you who do not know, I have taken up a part-time housekeeping job at a local hotel. When my fall semester starts back up I will only be working weekends (for those of you who are worried about my studies)



Now before I continue on with my …journal, let me list the details of what I do.



1) Strip bedding/pillow cases, and bed mats.(and put them into a dirty laundry bin)
2) Gather all used towels/hand towels/washcloths/and towel mats.(these also go in the dirt laundry bin)
3) Empty trashcans/clean them out/dry them/and put fresh bags in all.
4) Collect any and ALL garbage and dispose of it.(this does include disgusting things that I will not list)
5) Scrub tub/toilet/sink/mirror/ and floor (without a mop) in the bathroom.
6) Restock bathroom (two shampoos/and conditioners, 4 cups, facial soap, deodorant bar, 4 towels, 4 hand towels, 4 washcloths,1 bathmat, and 2 rolls of toilet paper) (plus I have to arrange the bathmat/deodorant bar, and 1 washcloth in a pretty arrangement on the tub, make sure the shower curtain is in the MIDDLE of the bathtub, and that the edge of the toilet paper roll is folded into a point) Now the bathroom is done… but only if there is no water spots or streaks anywhere in the bathroom.
7) Dust/wipe down all furniture. (TV stand and TV, dressers, window sill, dining table, end table, lamps, mirror, coffee pot.)
8) Restock bedroom (two packets of coffee, creamer, sugar, coffee sticks, 4 cups, and TV guide.)
9) Get fresh sheet sets/pillow cases(enough for two pillows per bed) wool blanket, and comforter.
10) Remake beds. Fitted sheet, than second sheet, than wool blanket. Fold the top of the SECOND sheet 3 inches over the top of the wool blanket and tuck the sheet + wool blanket into the underside of the mattress(make sure that the corners of the mattress match and fold over neatly) Now take your comforter and drape on the bed but only enough to lightly brush the floor. The leftover comforter will fold neatly over the top of the pillows.
11) Now take the channel list and place the TV guide on the left side of the list and place the remote on the left side of the TV guide.
12) Make sure microwave and refrigerator are clean and open.
13) Vacuum the floor and hallway leading to the room.
14) Make sure all lights are turned off, windows closed, and window curtain opened halfway.
15) Take laundry bin and empty it.
16) Proceed to next room.
17) When all rooms are done, restock carts for the next day.




Plus please keep in mind that I am only allotted 25 min per room to finish them (otherwise I get chewed out)



Okay now to the point of that list. Housekeeping is not something to be ashamed about. It is hard, thankless and often disgusting, work. I am very sore at the end of every shift, and sometimes I feel a bit …traumatized. (party rooms are scary to clean up) Therefore I do not believe that my job is something that makes me lower than everyone else. I went to work today only to have someone actually sneer at me when they found out I was a lowly housekeeper. I was talking to a guest on my break about a recent book I had read when I looked at the time and said I had to get back to work. He looked at my uniform and mistook me for a nurse. I corrected him and he sneered and said that isn’t work. And then walked off.



I do not know about you, but after he said that I felt very insulted. I will not go into detail about some of the rooms I have cleaned, but I will say that I know a lot of people who would have taken one look, say “fuck that” and walk out and quit. I, on the other hand, Look at the mess, roll up my sleeves and get to work. After all of my rooms are clean, I go home, take a look in the mirror(which never has good news) and proceed to the nearest shower and scrub until my skin is red, muttering “ew” under my breath the entire time.



I know it isn’t glamorous work. And I know I’m not doing anything that is all that special, but it is work. It does take brains, and at least I have a job. Plus I am going to school. I do not believe that I deserve any less respect than anyone else in the work force.



To those of you who are like “umm, I respect housekeepers” This was not directed at you. I just needed to rant a bit.






Kiss this







People I annoy daily and think you should too ;)


:iconrobert-pj: :iconass-soul: :iconarjetluna:
:iconmisssnowflake: :icondark-angel-defender: :iconsandstarz1::icondodgehill: :iconeverkitsune: :iconsunshineshowers:



Writer of the Week


The Reaper~ by :iconik3: she has been online since 2005, has 184 deviations, and only 2000 pageviews, that my friends is very sad for she is a very talented young lady. Check her out.


I am here to purify you all
To purge all your filth
Nothing will be overlooked
No one will be spared…

You wasted your time
Now you’re covered with grime
You couldn’t understand the purpose you had
So now
I shall eradicate humanity.

The earth bled and suffered for your mistakes
And it seemed as if punishment would never come
As if the universe’s contempt was only feigned

You rotted away just by consuming everything you were offered
I’ll rip apart your delicate flesh
Give back the nutrients your blood carries

It’s time for you not to turn away from your nightmares
It’s time for you to cry and break

Your hollowness was like a club to her heart
Tonight I shall reap you all dead…




Picture of the week

- done by :iconsunshineshowers: who is amazing, go show her gallery some love peoples!




Things I am working on :D

1) sequel to "man on the moon"

2) "Don't"

3) chapter 5...(i know i know...im late ...*sheepish grin)

4) play your fiddle (not the actual title..this is a major w.i.p.)

5) a poem for a contest that a friend is putting together.

6) a request from :iconkamy-ska: for catching my 5000 pageview.




till next week :D
  • Mood: Resentful
  • Listening to: kiss this by Aaron Tippin
  • Reading: Clear and Present danger by Tom Clancy
  • Watching: south park
  • Playing: nada
  • Eating: nada
  • Drinking: water

HOLY MOTH BALLS TOTO!

Journal Entry: Fri May 30, 2008, 5:46 PM





Current events in my twisted life


:wow: do you know what i just realised?? i have officially been on deviantart for over a year....a year and 4 days to be exact! this is so odd.. i mean i have other accounts that i have been on longer but don't do anything on them...(truth be told i usually lose interest after the first month or so) but i have actually stay involved on this account :wow:


Thank you guys so much for ...well for just being. i have so many friends here on da that i look forward to talking to everyday and i think that is what has kept me so active on this account. :cuddle: thankyou for the support ...and a very special thankyou to the people who are just here for me...you know who you are ;) so go ahead and give yourselves a pat on the back!


i want to say a very special thankyou to :iconeverkitsune: :icongwomp: , seriously girl, if it wasn't for your support in the very beginning i would have left this site after the first week or so. but you told me to give it more time, and encouraged me to wait and see. thankyou for supporting me and my work :hug: because of your kindness i stayed on here (even though others wanted me gone) and now because of that i am lucky to know some really awesome people and fellow artists. *cheesy grin*


oh...and i am working on making my OWN quiz :giggle: so when that one gets up i will be tagging some people :giggle:


Wanted Dead or Alive



Its all the same, only the names will change
Everyday it seems were wasting away
Another place where the faces are so cold
Id drive all night just to get back home

Chorus:
Im a cowboy, on a steel horse I ride
Im wanted dead or alive
Wanted dead or alive

Sometimes I sleep, sometimes its not for days
And the people I meet always go their separate ways
Sometimes you tell the day
By the bottle that you drink
And times when youre all alone all you do is think

Chorus

I walk these streets, a loaded six string on my back
I play for keeps, cause I might not make it back
I been everywhere, still Im standing tall
Ive seen a million faces an Ive rocked them all

Im a cowboy, on a steel horse I ride
Im wanted dead or alive
Im a cowboy, I got the night on my side
Im wanted dead or alive
Wanted dead or alive


People I annoy daily and think you should too ;)


:iconrobert-pj: :iconass-soul: :iconarjetluna:
:iconmisssnowflake: :icondark-angel-defender: :iconsandstarz1::icondodgehill: :iconeverkitsune: :iconsunshineshowers:



Writer of the Week



:iconangelslamentpoetry: ~ a wonderful new poet who just arrived on the scene!
Angels Tears~




Hear the thunder, feel the rain
Angels tears so full of pain
Full of heartache, makes me blind
I search for you but all I find
are empty corners, broken dreams
tainted whispers full of screams

Hear the thunder, feel the pain
Angels tears come down as rain
Full of darkness, blackened skies
empty shadows, sad goodbyes
Tried for you, but still you're gone
Now I cry too, you're not alone.


Picture of the week

- click it and love it like i do :P



Things I am working on :D

1) sequel to "man on the moon"

2) "Don't"

3) chapter 5...(i know i know...im late ...*sheepish grin)

4) play your fiddle (not the actual title..this is a major w.i.p.)

5) a poem for a contest that a friend is putting together.

6) a request from :iconkamy-ska: for catching my 5000 pageview.




till next week :D
  • Mood: Euphoric
  • Listening to: guns and roses
  • Reading: trying to pick my next novel
  • Watching: you...can you do a trick?
  • Playing: an online game(currently on pause)
  • Eating: nada (tummy hurts)
  • Drinking: coke

HEHe quiz and features

Journal Entry: Thu May 22, 2008, 8:39 PM


---INFORMATION---

-- Name: Brittni
-- Birthdate: few months from nows
-- Current Location: behind you
-- Eye Color: Brown
-- Hair Color: currently a reddish color
-- Righty or Lefty: righty
-- Zodiac Sign: that thing with scales
-- Innie or Outtie: Innie

---DESCRIBE---

-- Your heritage: mostly scottish
-- The shoes you wore today: my kick your ass boots
-- Your eyes: they help me see??? Sorta…
-- Your weakness: sporks…*cough*

---WHAT IS---

-- Your most overused phrase on AIM: I don’t have aim
-- Your thoughts first waking up: coffee…coffee…need coffee…
-- The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: hands
-- Your best physical feature: my hair(well…I likes it)
-- Your bedtime: when I crash

---YOU PREFER---

-- Pepsi or Coke: coke
-- McDonald's or Burger King: I think they should join forces...behold MACKING(lol)
-- Single or group dates: I don’t date
-- Adidas or Nike: I wouldn’t be caught dead in either
-- Chocolate or Vanilla: TWIZZLERS
-- Cappuccino or coffee: yes please?
-- Bras or Panties: I wear both?

---DO YOU---

-- Smoke: currently no.
-- Cuss: daily
-- Take a shower everyday: most definitely, I likes to smell good
-- Have a crush(es): no
-- Who are they?: non-existent george
-- Do you think you've been in love? I don’t think, I know
-- Want to go to college: I am in college
-- Like high school: I hated highschool
-- Want to get married: no
-- Type w/ your fingers on the right keys: yes?
-- Believe in yourself: who cares?
-- Get motion sickness: on boats(which is why I don’t get on em)
-- Think you're attractive: do pigs fly?
-- Think you're a health freak: fark that, I like to eat what I want when I want
-- Like thunderstorms: most definitely
-- Play an instrument: yes


---IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU---

-- Drank alcohol: nope(two months ago yes ^^)
-- Smoke(d): nope
-- Done a drug: nope
--Go to the mall: GOD NO, malls=evil
-- Eaten sushi: ewwie
-- Been on stage: yup
-- Made homemade cookies: HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
-- Dyed your hair: actually no…I need to though
-- Stolen anything: stealing is stupid

---HAVE YOU EVER---

-- Flown on a plane: many times
-- Missed school because it was raining?: nopes
-- Told a guy/girl that you liked them?: duh
-- Cried during a Movie?: in private yes, in front of people no
-- Had an imaginary friend: ya you!
-- Been on stage?: many times
-- Cut your hair: yups
-- Had crush on a teacher?: no
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing?: lol yups, in highschool, car game, first person to become naked had to jump into lake superior…I lost once…in the lovely month of march…OMG FUCKING COLD
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: yes, which is why I gave it up
-- Been caught "doing something": nope, I sneaky
-- Been called a tease: nope
-- Gotten beaten up: lol many of times(I gave as good as I got though)
-- Been in a fight: see previous question
-- Shoplifted: when I was younger, yuh, not since I was 16 though

---THE FUTURE---

-- Are you hoping to be married: didn’t we already go over this question?
-- How do you want to die?: fighting
-- What do you want to be when you grow up?: I don’t want to grow up thankyou berry much
-- What country would you most like to visit?: I can’t name just one

---OPPOSITE SEX---

-- Best eye/hair color: doesn’t matter
-- Best height: hmm a little taller than me would be nice...but again doesn’t really matter
-- Best weight: again doesn’t matter
-- Best first date location: dates are over-rated, seriously all it succeeds in doing is making both people really nervous, I say fuck that…just chill.
-- Best first kiss location: again doesn’t matter

---NUMBER OF---

-- Number of people I could trust with my life: one-andi
-- Number of piercings: 7
-- Number of tattoos: 4, but 5 after tomorrow
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: I don’t leave paper trails
-- Number of scars on my body: I can’t count them all


---FAVORITES---

-- Shampoo: doesn’t matter as long as it smells like coconut
-- Fav Color: don’t know
-- Day/Night: Night.
-- Summer/Winter: Winter
-- Lace or Satin: neither
-- Fave Cartoon Character: gogo-dodo
-- Fave Movies: omg…the crow, the best of the best, crybaby, benny and joon, etc.
-- Fave sport: football
-- Fave sports stars: none all are overpaid pansy’s of the highest order

---RIGHT NOW---

-- Wearing: my black and orange tripp pants, blue southpark t-shirt(with a long sleeved cable knit underneath) black arm warmers, fuzzy socks, black panties with red lacy shit, and a black bra….plus earings, a hemp bracelet over one arm warmer, blue stars over the other, and a hair tie for my braid(woah that is fucking detailed to the T)
-- Drinking: nothing
-- Thinking about: finding a featured writer and what manowar song I want to listen to
-- Listening To: the keyboard as I type

---IN THE LAST 24 HRS---

-- Cried: ….
-- Worn jeans: no
-- Met someone new online: ummm no…not really
-- Done laundry: yup, I have this weird obsession with liking to wear clean clothes
-- Drove a car: yup(but gas prices are raping me so I parked it for a while)
-- Talked on the phone: hehehe I listened to it ring(I rarely answer the damn thing)

---DO YOU BELIEVE IN---

-- Yourself: again repeat of questions much?
-- Your friend: yuh
-- Santa Claus: LOL
-- Tooth Fairy: LOL
-- Destiny/Fate: depends
-- Angels: no, spirits yes.
-- Ghosts: yuh.
-- UFO's: to believe we are the only intelligent life form existing is to be ignorant… I am not ignorant

---FRIENDS AND LIFE---

-- Do you ever wish you had another name?: sometimes, mainly because everyone mispronounces mine.
-- Do you like anyone?: in which sense?
-- Which one of your friends acts the most like you?: none of them( sick bitches are unique)
-- Are you close to any family member?: my brothers/adopted sister
-- Who do you hang around the most?: oo tough one..umm currently I don’t really hang out with friends (I am kinda a hermit)
-- When have you cried the most: none of your business
-- What's the best feeling in the world?: feeling of accomplishment
-- Worst Feeling: failure


Current events in my twisted life


okay, so doing things a bit differently, as you can see, from now on all quizzez in the future will be white, that way i can do the quiz and write a little something in here...*sighs* goodbye lazy days :(



anyways, today there will be a new featured writer and photographer so don't forget to look :P



OH for those of you who are wondering/ or i haven't told- my inking session did not happen on tuesday like it was supposed to(hence the reason why no pics) due to sickness(on the inker's behalf) it was cancelled until...wait for it...TOMORROW. hehe, so i should *crosses fingers* have pictures for ya some time before midnight (session is at 4..it might take a while)

anyways..yuh that is about its for now :P



song of the day, it really is pretty much the only song worth listening to by her..plus i like the moral behind it, click the link to see the video

Madonna-Like a Prayer


People I annoy daily and think you should too ;)


:iconrobert-pj: :iconass-soul: :iconarjetluna:
:iconmisssnowflake: :icondark-angel-defender: :iconsandstarz1::icondodgehill: :iconeverkitsune: :iconsunshineshowers:



Writer of the Week



:iconangelslamentpoetry: ~ a wonderful new poet who just arrived on the scene!
Angels Tears~




Hear the thunder, feel the rain
Angels tears so full of pain
Full of heartache, makes me blind
I search for you but all I find
are empty corners, broken dreams
tainted whispers full of screams

Hear the thunder, feel the pain
Angels tears come down as rain
Full of darkness, blackened skies
empty shadows, sad goodbyes
Tried for you, but still you're gone
Now I cry too, you're not alone.


Picture of the week

- click it and love it like i do :P



Things I am working on :D

1) sequel to "man on the moon"

2) "Don't"

3) chapter 5...(i know i know...im late ...*sheepish grin)

4) play your fiddle (not the actual title..this is a major w.i.p.)

5) a poem for a contest that a friend is putting together.

6) a request from :iconkamy-ska: for catching my 5000 pageview.




till next week :D
  • Mood: Suggestive
  • Listening to: like a prayer-madonna
  • Reading: soon something
  • Watching: you...can you do a trick?
  • Playing: an online game(currently on pause)
  • Eating: nada (tummy hurts)
  • Drinking: coke

one more quiz-tomorrow new features

Journal Entry: Wed May 21, 2008, 10:01 PM





Current events in my twisted life


phobia quiz



x = Somewhat
xx = Greater
xxx+ = huge enormous crippling omg fear

A
[xxx] Achluophobia - Fear of darkness. (actually I am very frightened by dark…;)
[x] Acrophobia - Fear of heights. (I wouldn’t go skydiving..but heights don’t bug me)
[ ] Agliophobia - Fear of pain.(LMAO nope)
[xx] Agoraphobia - Fear of open spaces or crowds.(big crowds of people=paranoid brittni)
[x]Aichmophobia - Fear of needles or pointed objects. (only when they want my blood, damn vamps)
[ ] Amaxophobia - Fear of riding in a car. ( wtf?)
[ ] Androphobia - Fear of men. (pfft, no man scares me)
[ ] Anginophobia - Fear of angina or choking.(I have never really thought about it)
[ ] Anthrophobia - Fear of flowers. (really?)
[ ] Anthropophobia - Fear of people or society.(didn’t we kinda cover this one?)
[xx] Aphenphosmphobia - Fear of being touched. (I can handle it…but I have to really know /trust someone first)
[xx] Arachnophobia - Fear of spiders. (eweweeweweweewew creepy little bastards)
[ ] Arithmophobia - Fear of numbers. (seriously?)
[ ] Astraphobia - Fear of thunder and lightening.(nah dude I LOVES me a good storm)
[ ] Ataxophobia - Fear of disorder or untidiness.(pfft I wish, maybe I wouldn’t lose shit all the time if I was)
[ ] Atelophobia - Fear of imperfection. (hahahaha again I wish)
[ ]Atychiphobia - Fear of failure. ( not afraid…I just don’t like it much)
[ ] Autophobia - Fear of being alone. (I am very comfortable on my own thankyou very much)

B
[ ] Bacteriophobia - Fear of bacteria.(not afraid but that doesn’t mean I likes it)
[ ] Barophobia - Fear of gravity. (LOLLOLLOLLOL)
[ ] Bathmophobia - Fear of stairs or steep slopes. (not afraid anymore…kinda used to falling)
[ ] Batrachophobia - Fear of amphibians.
[ ] Bibliophobia - Fear of books. (only in the case of not having enough)
[ ] Botanophobia - Fear of plants. (nah dude)

C
[ ] Cacophobia - Fear of ugliness. (nope I am pretty much used to it)
[ ] Catagelophobia - Fear of being ridiculed publicly.(pfft try it…I dares ya)
[ ] Catoptrophobia - Fear of mirrors. (LOL dread it is more like it, but not afraid)
[ ] Chionophobia - Fear of snow.(LMAO that would be silly considering where I live)
[ ] Chromophobia - Fear of colors.(I don’t like many colors..but they don’t scare me)
[ ] Chronomentrophobia - Fear of clocks.
[xx ] Claustrophobia - Fear of confined spaces.(I hates em)
[ ] Coulrophobia - Fear of clowns.(MMFWCL)
[ ] Cyberphobia - Fear of computers. (LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL)
[ ] Cynophobia - Fear of dogs.(PUPPIES)

D
[ ] Dendrophobia - Fear of trees.
[ ] Dentophobia - Fear of dentists. (hates em)
[ ] Domatophobia - Fear of houses. (ummm no)
[ ] Dystychiphobia - Fear of accidents. (I am an ACCIDENT)

E
[ ] Ecophobia - Fear of the home.
[ ] Elurophobia - Fear of cats.
[ Ephebiphobia - Fear of teenagers.
[ ] Equinophobia - Fear of horses.

G
[ ] Gamophobia - Fear of marriage. (I don’t fear it , but I won’t ever get married anyways)
[ ] Genuphobia - Fear of knees. (knees are pretty)
[ ] Glossophobia - Fear of speaking in public.(I don’t likes it, but I don’t fear it either)
[ ] Gynophobia - Fear of women. (no ..not really)

H
[ ] Heliophobia - Fear of the sun.
[ ] Hemophobia - Fear of blood. (not afraid but I pass out at the sight of blood)
[ ] Herpetophobia - Fear of reptiles. ( reptiles=awesome shit dude)
[ ] Hydrophobia - Fear of water. (I bathe frequently)

I
[ ] Iatrophobia - Fear of doctors.(hates em)
[ ] Insectophobia - Fear of insects. (we have a mutual understanding of intense disliking)

K
[ ] Koinoniphobia - Fear of rooms. (what? )

L
[ ] Leukophobia - Fear of the color white. (I am not fond of it)
[ ] Lilapsophobia - Fear of tornadoes and hurricanes.(hahaha, I grew up around em..no longer scared)
[ ] Lockiophobia - Fear of childbirth.

M
[ ] Mageirocophobia - Fear of cooking.
[ ] Melanophobia - Fear of the color black. (I loves black)
[ ] Microphobia - Fear of small things. (did anyone else go perverted with that?)
[ ] Mysophobia - Fear of dirt and germs. (I likes dirt)

N
[ ] Necrophobia - Fear of death or dead things.
[x] Noctiphobia - Fear of the night. (well..kinda..bit complicated really)
[ ] Nosocomephobia - Fear of hospitals. (I HATES EM WITH INTENSE LOATHING)

O
[ ] Obesophobia - Fear of gaining weight.
[ ] Octophobia - Fear of the figure 8. (wtf?)
[ ] Ombrophobia - Fear of rain.( I loves rain)
[ ] Ophidiophobia - Fear of snakes. (snakes=awesome)
[ ] Ornithophobia - Fear of birds. (dirty bastards)

P
[ ] Papyrophobia - Fear of paper.(nah..but I hates it when I can’t write)
[ ] Pathophobia - Fear of disease.(nope, I die…I die)
[ ] Pedophobia - Fear of children.
[ ] Philophobia - Fear of love. (don’t want it)
[ ] Phobophobia - Fear of being afraid. (lmao!)
[ ] Podophobia - Fear of feet. (grossed out by feet)
[ ] Porphyrophobia - Fear of the color purple.
[ ] Pteridophobia - Fear of ferns.
[ ] Pteromerhanophobia - Fear of flying.
[ ] Pyrophobia - Fear of fire. (fire=pretty)

S
[ ] Scolionophobia - Fear of school.(I am a nerd)
[ ] Selenophobia - Fear of the moon.(moon is pretty)
[ ] Sociophobia - Fear of social evaluation. (I give two shits what people think of me)
[xxx ] Somniphobia - Fear of sleep. (actually…a bit yeah)

T
[ ] Tachophobia - Fear of speed.(nopes)
[ ] Technophobia - Fear of technology.
[ ] Tonitrophobia - Fear of thunder.(nope)
[ x] Trypanophobia - Fear of injections. (kinda)

V-Z
[ ] Venustraphobia - Fear of beautiful women.(huh?)
[ ] Verminophobia - Fear of germs.(seriously you are starting to repeat yourself)
[ ] Wiccaphobia - Fear of witches and witchcraft.(LOL definitely not)
[ ] Xenophobia - Fear of strangers.(I don’t like em)
[ ] Zoophobia - Fear of animals.(nopes, I likes animals)


Carpathian Forest-Diabolism


People I annoy daily and think you should too ;)


:iconrobert-pj: :iconass-soul: :iconarjetluna:
:iconmisssnowflake: :icondark-angel-defender: :iconjade-rowwood: :iconeverkitsune: :iconsunshineshowers:



Writer of the Week

This is going to be :iconcelisce:- she is an amazing poet ..check her out :D
Hyde~



It's been found 67 hours nicely short on what makes the world go round
I know this time I won't get a pricey "get-out-of-jail-for-free-card" or any of the sort.
Sitting here at 323 I hear your quiet snores, and I won't make a sound.
I have fear of waking you and defensively excusing my pound.

It's been about 5849 days that I can't see straight into the mirror
for my eyes are covered in a blanket of sub-reality
that 5 hours ago, became me.
Streaming from my mouth came harsh reality of self pity,
and fear.

I met my counterpart, the Jeckel to my Hyde
and in your eye I replied, "no I didn't"-
And knowingly, I lied.
Well let me tell you, when I put down the bottle my Hyde will have died.

Fear came pouring out of my mouth defensively,

in a stink like acid,
putrid and lucid
it dissolved pieces of our chain, link by link.

After that I fell exhausted into the bed of sleep,
wet tears from my eyes slowly seep as I reap
dreams upon dreams by my means of solitude.
Your voice echoes in the distance,
mine of reason faintly does too.
But I've gone away from myself and I won't listen
to us but I do miss them, I wish I could kiss them, us
and make it all better, without a fuss.
But this rage, my Hyde found at the bottom of a bottle eats at the lining of my stomach like rust and I vomit it back up as words
into your ears that have held me so dear.
And it kept coming through the open facit, the acid
and wears you down, I'm surprised you lasted.

Now I've woken from my drunken state with a damned headache to sit with my heartache
because when I opened my eyes, I realize
immediately what I accomplished in my demise.
I sat on the floor and cried
you must think I'm fried
and how could you love me now
when I acted like such a child sow.
I squealed when I heard the truth
that wasn't sunshine and rain (fucking) bows shoved in my booth.

My stomach hurts, it's raw with words
enough is never enough when they cut like swords.
So I think I won't say anything when you wake
I will shut up for once, for your sake.
Apologies won't be enough for this travesty
I hope I didn't make my own destiny
when I talked about leaving.
This morning my chest is heaving
and my heart is fiercely beating
this isn't a game
and I know it's my blind ignorance I need to tame.
I make a silent promise to us that I won't ever be the same.



Picture of the week

- this was taken by a dear friend who is amazing with a camera. seriously, check him out if you haven't already done so...you won't regret it :P


Things I am working on :D

1) sequel to "man on the moon"

2) "Don't"

3) chapter 5...(i know i know...im late ...*sheepish grin)

4) play your fiddle (not the actual title..this is a major w.i.p.)

5) a poem for a contest that a friend is putting together.

6) a request from :iconkamy-ska: for catching my 5000 pageview.




till next week :D
  • Mood: Lazy
  • Listening to: disturbed
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: you...can you do a trick?
  • Playing: an online game(currently on pause)
  • Eating: nada (tummy hurts)
  • Drinking: coke

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